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ook. im going into the city tomorrow night to go meet jerry only with adam and his band. after, we're going to celebrate their two year anniversary as a band. aw. i watched the friends finale. whatever, im senti-fucking-mental and thats always been the one prime time show that i watched on a consistant basis. and of course, since im emotional, i cired. but its understandable...seeing as im involved in my menstrual cycle right now. :D and it upsets me that the girl on ER just had a stillborn baby. and now noah wile is crying and its upsetting me once again.:D
i took my English Ap today and me and jean are going to discuss the mulitple choice questions, which if you didnt know, is forbidden! DUN DUN DUNNNNNNN. i feel so awesome right now. i cut my hair. its fucking cute. maybe ill post pictures later. me and adam went and bought our Misfits tickets at the downtown and foghat is playing there tonight. haha, i dont know, we thought that was funny. i really dont know what i would do if my baby died inside of me. i cant even think about it. and with that cheery not. im going to bed.
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i seriously fucking love the alkaline trio. like. fuck. i love them.
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today was weird. got in a little bit of a fight with adam. felt like an asshole so i apologized. then we had make up sex. THERE I SAID IT. SEX. bahahaha. then we watched full house. then we went to IHOP and got pancakes :). then, there was the mall. adam looked at his 18" Chatterer figure that he is pining after. i wish i had the money to buy it for him. then on the way home we picked up his sister. hung out at his house and watched christmas vacation with his mom and me and him fell asleep together. which brings me here. talking to bekki, who i miss incredibly much and hate being across the country from her :(. i have no plans tomorrow, and its not cool. ill probably paint. i need to finish a shitload of stuff. im going to bed now.
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ahh. so philly was great. my anniversary was great. and my favorite part of the whole day was while me and adam were and the train and i fell asleep in his arms and woke up to him kissing my head. and everything was just completely perfect right then. and now for a survey. i thought this was cute <3
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"12 reasons why gay people should not be allowed to get married:
1. Homosexuality is not natural, much like eyeglasses, polyester, and birth
control.
2. Heterosexual marriages are valid because they produce children. Infertile
couples and old people can't legally get married because the world needs
more children.
3. Obviously, gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents
only raise straight children.
4. Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage is allowed,
since Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage was meaningful.
5. Heterosexual marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at
all; women are property, blacks can't marry whites, and divorce is illegal.
6. Gay marriage should be decided by people, not the courts, because the
majority-elected legislatures, not courts, have historically protected the
rights of the minorities.
7. Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the
values of one religion are imposed on the entire counrty. That's why we have
only one religion in America.
8. Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that
hanging around tall people will make you tall.
9. Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy
behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal
standing and can sign a marriage contract.
10. Children can never suceed without a male and a female role model at
home. That's why single parents are forbidden to raise children.
11. Gay marriage will change the foundation of society. Heterosexual
marriage has been around for a long time, and we could never adapt to new
social norms because we haven't adapted to things like cars or longer
lifespans.
12. Civil unions, providing most of the same benefits as marriage with a
different name are better, because a "separate but equal" institution is
always constitutional. Separate schools for African-Americans worked just as
well as seperate marriages for gays and lesbians "
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today i was a waste of life. i didnt do anything. well i painted a little, but that is just because painting is what i do and i dont consider it work (well yet anyway). me and adams 1 year is is nine day. :) hes coming with me to philly that day too and my parents are getting us dinner somewhere haha. how fucking cute<3. my aunt planned a "family game night" tomorrow night. sounds cheesy, i know, but since my family is cool, itll probably be fun. and adams coming too so yeah. i need to do my homework, i suck at life. haha. kjdfhlskjh ok. i love photoshop. bye. :)
OH AND BANZAI IS ON NOW. THERE IS NOTHING I LOVE MORE THAN JAPANESE COMPETITION SHOWS.
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i cant wait to go to philadelphia. the only thing ill miss is adam and my family and like 2 or 3 other people. other than that. FUCK IT. IM OUT.
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so today. me and adam created a severed heard. we are fucking awesome. oh do i love that boy. i am having serious doubts about going to college in philadelphia and leaving him. im such a pussy. but i could also just totally go to manhattan, but id probably have to pay a couple thousand more. its worth it though. i fucking love him. there was a pulp fiction reference in tonight's family guy episode that i never caught before. and i am the only person completely serious about art in my art class. assholes. prom would be more fun if it was just me and 3 of my friends with our dates just going somewhere other than 89753 people that i couldn't give less of a shit about renting a house in the hamptons. fuck that. if that happens im taking adam to the city and renting a cheap hotel room. im down with that. 11 months in a week. im going to be in philly on pur 1 year. im bringing him with me hopefully. sex and the city made me cry. and that is what makes me fucking awesome.
oh, and cocaine's a hell of a drug. isn't it cool how just everyone is saying that?! ;)
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Full name: laura.
Age: 17
Sex: Female
Birthday: oct 14th
Name three bad habits you have:
1) im a huge procrastinater
2) i tend to hate people a lot
3) i tend to be nosy
Name four scents you love:
1) curve for men because its what adam wears
2) love spell by victorias secret
3) ralph by ralph lauren
4) anything sun ripened rasberry scented
Name four animals you like:
1) monkeys
2) little turtles
3) little frogs
4) hedgehogs
Name five famous people you would bang in a second:
1) matt skiba
2) graves
3) maggie gyllenhaal
4) that guy that was in a beautiful mind and is married to jennifer connelly in real life, he was the imaginary friend and i dont know his name. he was in a knights tale too. not russel crow. gross.
5) jennifer connely
Name five television shows you love:
1) super secret movie rules
2) i love the 80's/strikes back
3) sex and the city (even though i never watch it)
4) i watch everything.
Name four bands/groups/singers you like:
1) alkaline trio
2) the misfits
3) goldfinger
4) i dont know. i listen to everything.
Name four drinks you regularly drink:
1) iced tea
2) water
3)
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Name four random facts about yourself:
1) im really fucking cold right now
2) im supposed to be in the shower
3) my hair is a gorgeous color. and its natural.
4) my dog and i are mortal enemies
Name four random facts about your family:
1) my parents were high school sweethearts
2) theyve been married since 1975
3) i have a sister. shes almost 15. we have a love/hate relationship.
4) my family has a lot of secrets.
Have you ever...
1) Fallen for your best friend? no
2) Made out with JUST a friend? ive made out with someone i hated...
3) Been rejected? i never really put myself up for rejection. but when i have i really havent
4) Been in lust? yeah
5) Used someone? probably
6) Ever been used? most likely
7) Cheated on someone? kind of. but its not official. long story. and it was two years ago. and i would never cheat on adam. FYI
8) Been cheated on? no.
9) Done something you regret? i regret too much.
10) Can you list a few of them? fuck no.
Who was the last person...
1) You touched? my mom
2) You talked to? my mom
3) You hugged? my mom
4) You instant messaged? dave
5) You kissed? adam
6) You yelled at? um, my sister probably
7) You laughed with? my mom
8) You had a crush on? adam. tee fucking hee <3
Do you..?
1) Color your hair? no
2) Have tattoos? not yet.
3) Have Piercing(s)? ears
4) Have a boy/girl friend? duh <3
5) Floss daily? nope
6) Like to dance to music? sometimes. you know. when i feel like dancing
7) Have many friends? not really.
8) Like to drive fast? depends.
9) Believe in God or Devil? if you believe in one, dont you believe in the other? i dont know, im not religious
10) Believe in The Closet Monster? you mean the homosexual people who live in closets that have yet to come out and show me who they are? yeah i know theyre there. but hey im not scared of them.
Miscellaneous Questions
1) What should you be doing right now? showering.
2) What are you listening to? the misfits - dead kings rise
3) Can you do anything freakish with your body? i can make my tongue fat. put my leg behind my head. and make my finger go all wavy.
4) Chicken or fish? chicken
5) Favorite Season? fall. fuck y'all.
6) Is ice cream the best thing in the world? next to sex.
7) What would your dream date be? just haning out. doing anything with him is fun.
9) Silver, gold or platinum? silver.
10) Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? at home :)
11) Roses or wild flowers? any flower could win me over apprently
12) Silly or serious romance? mix of both i guess
13) What CD is in your CD player right now? i think the alkaline trio/hot water music split
14) Who was your favourite Spice Girl? geri. because we had red hair.
15) Favorite Disney Characters? the lion king characters :)
16) Favorite fast food? subway, kfc, or pizza.
17) Favorite book? catcher in the rye or the great gatsby or the inferno
18) Favorite Sports teams? i dont follow sports.
19) Favorite song? this magic moment
20) What room is your computer in? basement and one upstairs in our "backroom"
21) What is your shoe size? 9. ew.
22) Happy or Scary movies? scaryyy.
23) What will you be when you grow up? commercial artist.
24) Who do you consider your best friend? i dont have one. other than adam. but that might be pathetic if i said him :/
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i learned the german part to 99 red balloons. you are all jealous. i am going to marry adam. <3 good night.
oh yeah. and i met graves, formerly of the MISFITS. bahaha. jealous once again. i love him too much...im so pathetic. :)
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i have midterms next week. ugh its going to fucking suck. i have monday off though and wednesday and only a half day on thursday. but still these AP tests are going to suck...
but anyway...i have an interview with the school of visual arts on saturday to show them my portfolio. and i got a phone call from the university of the arts in philly telling me that i was likely to get accepted and to send my application in (which i already did they just didnt get it yet). so yeah thats good i guess.
last night was rachums 18th birthday. it was so much fun, i was so high. i hardly remeber stuff. which means i know i had a good time. ;)
and yeah went to adams before and hes still perfect.
and i just made myself cookies and i really really suck at cooking. fuck. and er, i like to take retarded pictures of myself as well....
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todau i hurt the person that means more than anything or anyone to me in the entire world. i feel like total and complete shit even though its all straightened out. i just cant believe that i had it in me to be so mean and nasty and inconsiderate to him. i really hate myself right now. i am so in love with him that it tears me up if he is in any sort of pain.... but when I of all people hurt him it kills me and i just want to die right now. :( im a horrible person:(
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| my day and a survey stolen from killafish X-D |
[07 Jan 2004|10:22pm] |
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Choose a band/or artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:: alkaline trio (duh)
Are you female or male:: another innocent girl
Describe yourself:: stupid kid
How do some people feel about you:: queen of pain
How do you feel about yourself:: maybe i'll catch fire
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: goodbye forever / this is getting over you
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: this could be love
Describe where you want to be:: san fransisco
Describe what you want to be:: private eye
Describe how you live:: my standard break from life / take lots with alcohol (i couldnt choose)
Describe how you love:: fatally yours
Share a few words of wisdom:: enjoy your day
umm. i got my new phone yesterday. its sweet. camera phone. its hawwwt. duh. it was fucking cold out today. the fake blood adam had stored in my car froze so he had to go into the bathroom of target to make more and the security guards kicked him and vin out. haha. it was funny. you see the security guard walking them out of the store and they have fake blood on their faces and clothes. people were definately confused. then me and adam went to the diner with brian and annemarie and i had choc chip pancakes and i kept stealing adams freench onion soup when he wasntlooking. :) then me and him came back to my house and i finally made him watch the labyrinth and he gave in and actually liked it...like i knew he would.
ok. im fuckig tired. ive been falling asleep all day. i probably wont be going to bed....kjsdhkjhdsf fuckkkkk.
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so yeah. today was the first day back to school from break. and of course i did none of my homeowrk. i had to read crime and punishment, othello and 12th night....but of course. did none of it. whatever. umm so i went to the macaroni grill before with my family and gramma and aunts and uncle and cousin. its was good i guess. kinda sad though because it was for my gramma and grampa's anniversary and my grampa died in july. its so weird...i know a lot of people who have died but it always gets me really sad thinking about my grampa and how much i miss him and how i really truly cant believe hes gone. :( its getting me sad now...errr. whatever. but yeah when we were all saying goodbye outside and kissing and hugging and shit this lady we didnt know was going into the restaurant and my gramma hugged and kissed her thinking it was someone in our family. i thought that was fucking hilarious. what made it even better was the fact that the lady did nothing to try and stop my gramma and just went along with it. XD. i was on the phone with adam and he was telling me how his friendand her boyfriend just broke up and how sad she was but then he kept going on about how happy he is that we have such a great reltionship and thats always nice to hear. but this couple was going out for just under a year and it kind of upset me when long term couples break up....i dont know why...its just almost like everytime that happens maybe its like less hope? or maybe it just shows me how great my reltionship is and how i could lose it all. and i said that to him and he kept assuring me that the farthest thing from his mind right now is even ever just thinking of ending it with me. so it was nice to have him reassure the fact the hes completely in love with me XD.
annd what else? i have no fucking clue. i think im gonna go paint in a little while. i want to get accepted to college. im so fucking nervous that i wont. i want to go the SVA (The School of Visual Arts) soo bad. it would be the perfect school for me since i dont want to go far and its in manhattan too! :/ so yeah im nervous about that. yeah im gonna go now. im listening to Dean Martin and its making me happy again. ok bye.
PS its been long since ive been "inhebriated" so to speak so i would appreciate some alcohol/weed coming my way this weekend. kthxbi ;) oh im such a bad kid.
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OH AND PS I AM RECEIVING MY NEW PICTURING TAKING CELL PHONE ON WEDNESDAY AND IM GONNA BE SO HAPPY ILL PROBABLY PISS MYSELF ljhaskhfakljhsdfkjhf. for those of you who dont know....MY CELL PHONE FUCKING SUCKS. OK IM GOING TO GO WATCH A JOHN HUGHES MOVIE BECAUSE I AM CLICHE AND LOVE THOSE MOVIES AND MY BOYFRIEND IS THE BEST AND GOT ME THE BOXSET FOR EXMISS. WHAT NOW.
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hmm so yeah. went to adams<3 house tonight. we just really hung around watched TV and i helped him with his homework because im such a good little girlfriend :)we went to friendlys too and got ice cream. i was so pissed because ever since we went to the city on friday ive wanted a brownie sundae and they didnt have any brownies left :( and we also failed at our attempts to get a free appetizer by hiding the piece of paper that told the waitress to tell about some offer. adams attempt at hiding it behind the napkin older and ketchup failed. hmm what else. ive been helping adam out with his movie for school for the past two weeks that we've had off. i do makeup for the zombies....its pretty cool. i think the movie is coming out good (for an extremely low budget and amateur attempt that is. he has all these tricks with making his own fake blood and shooting at everyone. im so proud. haha. tomorrow im going to the macaroni grill with my family because it my gramma and grampa's anniversary and we're going to just be with my gramma because of course she'll be sad tomorrow :( and OH YEAH saturday was mine and adams 9 month! im so happy that we've lasted this long i cant believe it :) we went into the city and just chilled. we thought we saw one of the guys from 7th heaven? i think? i dunno. it looked like him. and yeah i did none of my homework for anything. and i dont plan on doing it. god im such a fucking slacker. i painted a lot though. figures i do my art homeowrk but dont read crime and punishment. oh well. thats it now. im tired. bye. :) OH YEAH and i finally ordered my alkaline trio dvd and it BETTER come in the mail soon or else im going to cry. really. :(
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ok. so i have a journal again. im really fucking tired. ill update tomorrow. and yeah.
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